5.17.2007

asking for your help


i have debated and debated on whether or not i was going to bring this up to anyone, but friends, i come to you today with a very heavy heart, asking for your prayers. last week, i took the dogs in for their annual exams. it appears norman has a heart murmur...and this isn't the first time it has been brought to our attention. we've been in conversations with other vets this week and this afternoon we received a similar word from another vet. apparently with the severity of the murmur and his young age, this is definitely something to be concerned about, probably something that has been there since his birth.

we are going to move forward with some different tests to see what type of murmur (in my research, i understand that there are two types) we are dealing with and what our options are going forward. it could be anything from medication all the way up to heart surgery.

the tears have not stopped flowing from my eyes over the last few days. i am losing sleep and feel completely helpless. it's just so hard to understand that such a seemingly healthy dog that runs with me everyday and never tires could have a heart problem! everyone knows how insanely crazy i am about my dogs, and this has just completely thrown me for a loop. please pray for norman!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

kt...
i've been praying for you ever since your mom told me about norman. these animals that we have are true gifts from God to bring pleasure, happiness, warmth, compassion, laughter, companionship, and, yes...love. they love us unconditionally, and we all know that we're really not worthy of the love and devotion they give us. what i'm saying is that it's definitely okay to grieve over news like you just rec'd. your mom wanted so badly to not be the one to have to deliver that news, but she knew that she could also do it with compassion.

i'm truly sorry. norman has won a place in everyone's heart whose life he has touched. his wonderfully playful spirit is contagious, and he is so loving and accepting of everyone...who can't love that?!

i have no advice for you. you and jay must make whatever decision will work for you. but i do know that for however long norman's life will be, he needs to be able to enjoy it. he truly loves life! and he helps everyone around him love life. i'm not trying to be super spiritual, but Jesus said that he wants us to live our lives with abundance. I ask you, who lives it with more abundance than norman?!

it's okay to grieve, and weep...but just keep loving on norman. he won't understand anything else from you.

i love u...

dad